I am still going to blog and Happy 4th

I am still going to blog but I thought I would throw it out there that I do have a facebook acct and I find that I am updating that more frequently than my blog so if any of my readers want to be my "friend" just send me an email (mrymer796@yahoo.com) and leave your name and I will add you.

Also I just wanted to wish you all a Happy 4th and I hope you all have a great night with lots of fun fireworks.

Happy Birthday!

Happy Birthday sweet angel!

job interview

Well I got a phone call yesterday asking me to come in for a job interview for a lunch lady postition at a nearby jr high. So I went over there and I just got back. I hate interviews. My mouth gets all dry and I can barely talk. At least I don't shake because that would be a dead givaway that I was nervous. Anyway so keep your fingers crossed for me. This job would be perfect for our family.

Emotions

Rick warned me on Friday that my emotions would be crazy this week. He has experience with being laid off. I didn't beleive him but he was right. I am feeling so out of control emotionally that all I want to do is scream or cry. It probably doesn't help that I am pms I just feel like I am all over the place. I called to see if I can get unemployment because my work had told me that I qualified for it and since I didn't have a job before this one I cannot collect unemployment until October. How freeking frustrating.

I feel like everytime I blog I am negative nelly but I need this outlet to help get my emotions under control. For the last few months I have not been happy at all. I feel like I have no control over how my life is going and it is pissing me off.

I need to go break up a fight before the boys kill each other :) I will keep ya'll updated on whats up. Especially now that I actually have time to blog now.

Laid Off

So just when I get through my probation period at work and I am about to FINALLY get insurance I got called to the bosses office and they kindly they laid me off. I kindof saw it coming but still I hate having to start over again with another company and have to wait another 3 months to get insurance. I guess it is what it is. I didn't love the job but it was a job that worked for us as far as hours goes.

I really don't have much to say beyond that. Just keep our family in your prayers and hopefully I can find something sooner than later.

WHAT HAPPENED TO MAY

Well we had a very eventful May that is probably why you haven't heard too much from me for awhile. Instead of me telling you all about it I will show you :)


WE HAD A GREAT MOTHERS DAY WEEKEND CAMPING ON BOULDER MOUNTAIN.












THREE SUPER CUTE DANCERS AT THEIR DANCE FESTIVALS (these pics aren't the best,Adam has his back to me and it was so bright at Deshawns school that the picture turned out real dark)








WE HAD 2 KINDERGARTEN GRADUATES!














PARKER WAS SO EXCITED TO GET HIS FIRST MITT HE SLEPT WITH IT ON ALL NIGHT




WE HAVE OFFICIALLY STARTED COACH PITCH!

I blew it!

So I have not been very happy with my job but it's not so miserable I can't stand it but I still haven't been entirely thrilled. So I have been looking into other things and I found a district job that would be perfect so I applied and one of the application requirements was to do a financial test. So I showed up to take the test and started taking it and totally misread something and had to do alot of erasing but I finally figured it all out when I realized it was EARLY OUT day and I was supposed to be home right then to get Deshawn off of the bus(another bad mom award)so I just marked a bunch of answers so I could race out of there. Needless to say I screwed myself out of an interview. I only got 77% which honestly is better than I expected considering. Long story short the bus driver took Deshawn back to the school where I picked him up.

I am frustrated because I really wanted a chance at an interview but I blew that one. Oh well I guess it was not meant to be. I am going to keep looking though because I just keep getting this nagging feeling that I am not supposed to be working where I am. For right now it works so I will keep on working but If anything comes up then I might just have to go for it.

I know I have not posted for awhile. I have been overwhelmed and frustrated and well who wants to read about how miserable someone is. But I do have some pics from last weekend when we went on Adam;s first Turkey hunt. I will fill in details and add pics later. Right now I really need to get some sleep it has been a looooong day.